Okay, today I'm going to take a break from vlogging and write a little instead.
Today on the bus I was eavesdropping (like usual) and overheard a conversation about a girl who was just recently told by her mother that the daughter had a mental illness. She talked about extreme anxiety and ADD, and I thought: "What's wrong with me?"
I'm not exactly a normal teenage boys with my many issues along with their opposites (ie. ADD and OCD at the same time) and I think I should go to every type of doctor there is out there to find a name for all of my mental, physical, and emotional oddities. I need to see a psychiatrist and a geneticist especially. It's hard for me to put my messed-up-ness into words so just imagine a hyperactive, emotionally unstable, serial killer with an attention to detail and that's pretty much me.
Not good.
I need serious help. ^.^
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4.08.2011
Sexism
Okay, I know that I already posted today, but since I didn't yesterday I assumed I was allowed two today.
My dad, his friend, my brother and I all went out for sushi tonight while my mom and her sisters had their girls' night. On our way there, at the restaurant and afterward, the three of them kept making jokes about how they're having a good night because the women were away and made snide comments about "hot young chicks" that they saw.
Maybe it's just because I'm gay, but don't women deserve to be treated kindly? Isn't it wrong to discriminate against them since they've been on this Earth as long as we have and without them our race would go extinct? To most men, unfortunately, women are seen as purely sex symbols, housekeepers, and free daycares. They're people just like us and deserve to be treated as such.
Anyway, thanks for listening. Be kind to one another...
My dad, his friend, my brother and I all went out for sushi tonight while my mom and her sisters had their girls' night. On our way there, at the restaurant and afterward, the three of them kept making jokes about how they're having a good night because the women were away and made snide comments about "hot young chicks" that they saw.
Maybe it's just because I'm gay, but don't women deserve to be treated kindly? Isn't it wrong to discriminate against them since they've been on this Earth as long as we have and without them our race would go extinct? To most men, unfortunately, women are seen as purely sex symbols, housekeepers, and free daycares. They're people just like us and deserve to be treated as such.
Anyway, thanks for listening. Be kind to one another...
Confusion
We all know about my sexual orientation and how it's more like a parabola than a slant, but recently I've been a little confused. I know what you're thinking: "Oh, well he's not gay then." You're wrong. I've figured out why I'm having these feelings.
One of my friends (who is a girl) obviously has a crush on me. A huge one. And I've just realized that I like her too. However, I'm not attracted to her, I only like her personality.
You see, I'm more on the feminine side of the gay scale; a romantic, a thinker; and I like people who have the same thought pattern. Unfortunately, the gay community is a little too sex-oriented and I can't find another guy who feels and thinks like I do.
So I turn to the females.
In other words: I'm physically attracted to guys, but I'm emotionally attracted to the mindset of a women. As soon as I find a guy who thinks like me and loves me, the confusion will end and I'll be loved and happy.
To the future...
One of my friends (who is a girl) obviously has a crush on me. A huge one. And I've just realized that I like her too. However, I'm not attracted to her, I only like her personality.
You see, I'm more on the feminine side of the gay scale; a romantic, a thinker; and I like people who have the same thought pattern. Unfortunately, the gay community is a little too sex-oriented and I can't find another guy who feels and thinks like I do.
So I turn to the females.
In other words: I'm physically attracted to guys, but I'm emotionally attracted to the mindset of a women. As soon as I find a guy who thinks like me and loves me, the confusion will end and I'll be loved and happy.
To the future...
4.06.2011
Haters
Okay, so recently I've been hearing more and more talk about the gay community at my school among the students and, for the first time, their words kinda hurt. I've grown up hearing words like fag and queer my whole life and even used them myself but now I'm like: "What the fuck?" There's no point for using those words and people should just get over it.
So I've prepared a list of things straight people say about us that aggravate me.
POINT 1 "That's so gay!"
We've all heard this at some point in our life. Like: "This homework is so gay," or, "That lamp looks so gay." This is just stupid and the people who say this have no knowledge whatsoever on anatomy. INANIMATE OBJECTS DO NOT HAVE REPRODUCTIVE ORGANS! A lamp does not have a penis or a vagina and it is impossible to tell which letters are which sex. So I say: "No that lamp doesn't like penis and no math does not have a sexual orientation. Idiots."
Plus it's just insulting. Our being is used every day as a synonym for "stupid" or "ugly" and it hurts and isn't true. From now on, I'm going to say "That's so straight." Suck it.
POINT 2 Name Calling
Gay, fag, queer, queen, dyke, lesbo. All of these words are used all the time to taunt the LGBT community. With one word, people hurt the hearts of thousands. These words are painful and hurt gays just as much as being called gay hurts a straight person's pride. I, personally, try to ignore it and jump in when they're being used against a specific person. Just don't let it get to you too much. We're just as good as them, hell, maybe even better because of the strength enduring this gives us.
So next time someone calls you one of these names, I propose a game. Fuck with their minds a little. Ex:
Hey faggot.
Hey hot stuff.
Shut the fuck up.
Ooo..someone's testy.
Because your a fucking gay.
Hells yeah, wanna join me?
If this results in you bleeding on the floor, I sincerely apologize, but I enjoy messing with peoples' minds and can get out of situations easily. So...yeah...
POINT 3 Hypocrites
A lot of "straight" guys like to mess around with gay guys and then the next day deny it and go back to teasing them. What. The. Fuck. It's like a penguin saying "Penguins fucking suck'" proceeds to peck it's own baby chick and wife to death and thinks he's the bomb.
I don't know if that analogy made any sense, but you get the point, it's idiotic and sad. Idiotic in that it doesn't make any sense, and sad in that these people are so insecure about there sexuality that they mask who they are and hate themselves. Don't be ashamed of who you are.
So there you go: 3 Points of Straight Idiocity. Hope you enjoyed and maybe learned a thing or two. Until next time, be kind to one another.
So I've prepared a list of things straight people say about us that aggravate me.
POINT 1 "That's so gay!"
We've all heard this at some point in our life. Like: "This homework is so gay," or, "That lamp looks so gay." This is just stupid and the people who say this have no knowledge whatsoever on anatomy. INANIMATE OBJECTS DO NOT HAVE REPRODUCTIVE ORGANS! A lamp does not have a penis or a vagina and it is impossible to tell which letters are which sex. So I say: "No that lamp doesn't like penis and no math does not have a sexual orientation. Idiots."
Plus it's just insulting. Our being is used every day as a synonym for "stupid" or "ugly" and it hurts and isn't true. From now on, I'm going to say "That's so straight." Suck it.
POINT 2 Name Calling
Gay, fag, queer, queen, dyke, lesbo. All of these words are used all the time to taunt the LGBT community. With one word, people hurt the hearts of thousands. These words are painful and hurt gays just as much as being called gay hurts a straight person's pride. I, personally, try to ignore it and jump in when they're being used against a specific person. Just don't let it get to you too much. We're just as good as them, hell, maybe even better because of the strength enduring this gives us.
So next time someone calls you one of these names, I propose a game. Fuck with their minds a little. Ex:
Hey faggot.
Hey hot stuff.
Shut the fuck up.
Ooo..someone's testy.
Because your a fucking gay.
Hells yeah, wanna join me?
If this results in you bleeding on the floor, I sincerely apologize, but I enjoy messing with peoples' minds and can get out of situations easily. So...yeah...
POINT 3 Hypocrites
A lot of "straight" guys like to mess around with gay guys and then the next day deny it and go back to teasing them. What. The. Fuck. It's like a penguin saying "Penguins fucking suck'" proceeds to peck it's own baby chick and wife to death and thinks he's the bomb.
I don't know if that analogy made any sense, but you get the point, it's idiotic and sad. Idiotic in that it doesn't make any sense, and sad in that these people are so insecure about there sexuality that they mask who they are and hate themselves. Don't be ashamed of who you are.
So there you go: 3 Points of Straight Idiocity. Hope you enjoyed and maybe learned a thing or two. Until next time, be kind to one another.
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