Okay, today I'm going to take a break from vlogging and write a little instead.
Today on the bus I was eavesdropping (like usual) and overheard a conversation about a girl who was just recently told by her mother that the daughter had a mental illness. She talked about extreme anxiety and ADD, and I thought: "What's wrong with me?"
I'm not exactly a normal teenage boys with my many issues along with their opposites (ie. ADD and OCD at the same time) and I think I should go to every type of doctor there is out there to find a name for all of my mental, physical, and emotional oddities. I need to see a psychiatrist and a geneticist especially. It's hard for me to put my messed-up-ness into words so just imagine a hyperactive, emotionally unstable, serial killer with an attention to detail and that's pretty much me.
Not good.
I need serious help. ^.^
Showing posts with label Scared. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Scared. Show all posts
4.14.2011
4.03.2011
August (Here)
We arrived in this town of 20,000 when it was over 100 degrees out. Insane. Just the weather was torturing me; and I hadn't even started my life here yet. The house was empty, of course, so we went to the hotel to lie and wait for the females of the family. I still hadn't thought about up there yet, all I wanted to do was get used to life here.
I didn't know at the moment, but that would be impossible.
Days and restaurants passed until the movers finally arrived. Boxes upon boxes were hauled into the hull of the house. I unpacked like a brainless zombie, just going through the routine.
We got moved in, painted my room, explored the neighborhood, but soon it would we time for school. I was horrified. A school the size of 1/3 of my hometown was insane. The first day of school, and I somehow survived. I don't think I said a single word that day and didn't make friends until a week later.
I was still posing as the 'Him' from the olden days, shy and secluded, and stayed as 'Him' until second semester when the real fun began.
I didn't know at the moment, but that would be impossible.
Days and restaurants passed until the movers finally arrived. Boxes upon boxes were hauled into the hull of the house. I unpacked like a brainless zombie, just going through the routine.
We got moved in, painted my room, explored the neighborhood, but soon it would we time for school. I was horrified. A school the size of 1/3 of my hometown was insane. The first day of school, and I somehow survived. I don't think I said a single word that day and didn't make friends until a week later.
I was still posing as the 'Him' from the olden days, shy and secluded, and stayed as 'Him' until second semester when the real fun began.
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