WOW

WOW: an abbreviation for the MMORPG World of Warcraft
MMORPG: massively multiplayer online role-playing game

Yeah, so I've been tutoring a kid in my neighborhood lately and we've become good friends. Today I went over to his house and 1 o'clock P.M. to help him with algebra and stayed over until 10 o'clock P.M.
What did we do that whole time? That's right, we played the aforementioned MMORPG, World of Warcraft. It's freaking amazing. I usually hate MMORPGs, but this one is awesome. I want it. But there are 3 issues standing between me and my prize:

1. I'm broke.
2. I have no time.
3. I'm addicted.

I need more or else I'll implode into my own mind out of seer insanity and desperation.
But there is hope! Once school is over and I get a job (maybe/hopefully) I'll be able to buy it. Plus, until then, my character at his house (Goregon the level 14 fury dwarf) is available for my use on the weekends.
And I get paid to do this. ^.^ I almost feel guilty....almost.

Confusion

We all know about my sexual orientation and how it's more like a parabola than a slant, but recently I've been a little confused. I know what you're thinking: "Oh, well he's not gay then." You're wrong. I've figured out why I'm having these feelings.
One of my friends (who is a girl) obviously has a crush on me. A huge one. And I've just realized that I like her too. However, I'm not attracted to her, I only like her personality.
You see, I'm more on the feminine side of the gay scale; a romantic, a thinker; and I like people who have the same thought pattern. Unfortunately, the gay community is a little too sex-oriented and I can't find another guy who feels and thinks like I do.
So I turn to the females.
In other words: I'm physically attracted to guys, but I'm emotionally attracted to the mindset of a women. As soon as I find a guy who thinks like me and loves me, the confusion will end and I'll be loved and happy.
To the future...

Now

On April Fools day, I came out to my best friend in Minnesota. She thought it was a joke, but when I told her it wasn't she was estatic. Apparently she's had a little trouble in her life since I left and after reading her blog, I decided to do my own. So here I am, catching up on the months I missed and starting the story of my life for the world (or no one) to see.
On the second I went out to town with like 8 friends, had 2 litres of Dr. Pepper, bounced off the walls some, and just had fun. It was great and reminded me of home.
Today was the day I cried. I miss that small Minnesotan town and all its inhabitants. But my life here is getting better and better and I am currently making plans to come out to my family.
From now on I will probably be posting almost daily. Tomorrow's a new day.